I am so happy today! I don't know why but I do its a great feeling I don't get to be actually happy usually I get to be content but this is Happiness when you feel like you've had caffinee or some unidentified drug its fun. and its Easter!!! I love that I still get stuff from the "easter bunny" even tho I don't believe in him. my mom just asks what I want. :) Music is my happiness drug today I think usually its my calmer and it keeps me sane but todayy its done so much more its a great feeling. Im going to the movies today I think Idk yet but either way I don't have homework today I finished it at 12 i'm happy I don't have to worry about doing anything today.

AHHH I got a twitter! Ive joined the cult (I couldnt help myself they sucked me in!)(blindbydark is the name)

haha anyway thats about it not much happening to me it a new term wooo only one left. but I didnt get to change any classes I was bummed.

this summer I'm getting a job UGH! oh well what can you do I do need money (no collage fund) Im kinda screwed. well thats about it got to write my essay now.

If YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!


1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
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2) What was your dream growing up?
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3) What talent do you wish you had?
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4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
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5) Favorite vegetable?
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6) What was the last book you read?
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7) What zodiac sign are you?
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8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
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9) Worst Habit?
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10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
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11) What is your favorite sport?
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12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
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13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
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14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
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15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
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16) Do you have any pets?
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17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
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18) What was your first impression of me?
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19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
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20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
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21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
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22) What color eyes do you have?
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23) Ever been arrested?
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24) Bottle or can soda?
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25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
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27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
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28) Do you believe in ghosts?
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29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
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30) Do you swear a lot?
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31) Biggest pet peeve?
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32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
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33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
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35) Do you believe in God?
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36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
A.

Dear Backstabbers,

                 



                                                                                           I hate both of you, so much for us being friends.



                                                                                                                                     Your former friend,
                                                                                                                                                                         Ally
 

Warped was yesterday it was AMAZING!! me and genna went and wow it was just great. so at the start of warped we first saw We The Living (they were ok genna has met the guitarist she likes them) 

then we went to the merch tents and I got two t shirts an The Academy is.. and a Cobra Starship. 
after that we wandered for a while and watched Relient K for a bit (we got bored so we left) 

      then we wandered again and listened to some random bands and walked around then we went into the ampitheater to see Every Avenue but we had to go through the torure of listening to Horrorpops (they kind of scared me and I hated the music).  But  Every Avenue was good. After that we had a hour to kill or so because we wanted to get go spots for Cobra Starship (we got like the third row). Gabe was him self very energetic and working the crowd. Gabe swung his gold microphone to much though so he broke it. he told us he felt vunerable because he had to use a normal one. but he got his gold one back though they fixed it. the set was really good we left though after awhile because we wanted good spots for The Academy is... (Oh and William And Adam came on for Snakes on a plane Travis couldnt come so Adam did the rap it was funny).

The Academy is.. was great they played there new songs (About a Girl, and Summer Hair) after the academy set we went and saw 3OH!3 and finally after that we saw Gym Class Heroes (they were the last set of the day) and boy Travie Blue me away (we were in the secound row) hes just Gorgeous in my opinon and the whole set was just amazing. Travie has this vibe that idk he make you feel happy and his smile its just the kind that make you smile. so there set was the last of the day but what a great day it was but i was so tired when I got home It was only 1135 but when I got home I just crashed.

 

Ahh Can't wait the album I already preordered it. and I also love TheWilliamBeckettblog.com advertisment its subtle and so random at the same time. I get to see them August 1! Yay! well yeah that was a useless post so yeah oh well

Why are teenagers so mean? I'd love to know the awnser to that question. Maybe its because they have low self-esteems? or the love watching kids suffer? I really hope its not the latter but I possably could be. All I know is I love there new harrasment  techniques, seriously, some kid or many I really don't know yet desided to buy things and put my mailing adress on them and they requested that they should bill me. So i'm getting all these bills in the mail now. Isn't it lovely how their form of harasment is sending random crap to me do they really think im going to pay the bills? yeah they oviously don't think before they act did they honestly not think we'd cancel all of the subsriptions and back the rest? there quite dumb I feel surpisingly better I need to post more I seem to only post when im upset kinda dumb if you ask me.  Will try to post more and i'll stop being a lurker and comment I will I bearly do but thats going to come to a stop and I'll comment.

               ok so I desided to post. I don't know why I just did so here we go. I  really don't know whats happening to me i'm a mess i'm happy giddy and then boom! one little thing messes up half of my day.

 theres only 12 more weeks of school left and it freaks me out I mean next year is High school

                 where your sopposed to make sure you do everything right, get good grades, don't fuck up your relationship with freinds, do all this extra stuff its scaring the crap out of me. I think im a perv but oh well (slash I mean not anything else I read slash its great but its pervy lol) but back to the high school crap. I think my Middle school life is fucked up and my friend (shes a freshman this year) says its better in high school. I want to belive her but I don't know what to think anymore. I'm scared of going to high school to tell you the truth. I'm scared that i'm going to be a poor student fuck up my grades and not be able to get into collage. that can't happen I have to go to collage I can't end up living with a labor worker job I just can't. ok ranting is going to stop now well who ever reads this thanks for your time even it was kinda pointless oh and I know what I'm going to do more guess.....COMMENT seriously i'm a lurker im going to comment more I promice you'll get feed back im wont be a lurker anymore! well im off to bed goodnight all 

ok  so im stupid ignore my last post unless you didnt know i looked at P!ATD@livejournal.com again and i see someone who wrote it already so yea but i kinda think it say oh no youve been so dumb but idk what do you think?

hey did anyone see that when you go over the first square on the puzzle on the panic site that it says something i cant tell exactly but i think it says oh no you've been so dumb sry if everyone already knew this and im just repeating im slow at times lol so plz dont call me stupid or anything if you already knew i was just wondering

grrr i so have writers block

i want to write somthing any thing i mean sure im not going to post it because i suck horriabley at writing even tho i think its fun to write and the secound reason i wouldnt post is because i can never finish a story after

i start i get the begining and maybe some of the middle but never a ending i just never know how to end a story it sucks

so here i am complaining to myself because i dought any one will read this so yea imm going to stop talking now

grrr im soo bored and my teeth hurt sooo bad Damn u elasitxs i hate u 

anyways im completly and udterly bored all my friends r gone this week 
one has a enginering camp in madison 
another is in door county till thursday witch suxs cuase im leaving for my parents friends cabin with my famliy on wedsday so i dont get to see her till saturday grrr i hate this  and all my other freinds live like 7 miles away and my parents work so guess what i cant go any where yay me grr this suxs so much 

but the plus side is that i get to see josh and 
his famliy on wedsday yay i havent seen them sence june somthing lol  the dumb thing is tho is that my friend wants me to take a picture of josh for her she wants to know what he looks like lol shes like "take pictures!! i want to see what he looks like!!"  lol

 
grrr i am sooooooo bored ok im going to stop now cause i dought anyone is reading this whole thing i dont even think i would

no one gets me i have a problem with opening up to people i cant talk to them theres only one that i can talk to when i need someone to talk to even then i hold back cause she wouldnt understand i hate it i can only open up to paper its sad cause i can write evreything down but i cant form them in to words and tell somone

Readers this was written by my friend Mikayla so I hope you like it enjoy!

Keith’s Story

Once there was a girl named Kylie. She had a friend named Keith, she didn’t know it but he had a HUGE! Crush on her and he had liked her since they met in 2^nd grade. They had just started high school. Kylie had recently got a boyfriend named, Austin he was a sophomore in high school. Keith thought he was a total Jerk. But Kylie was blinded by love. He didn’t want to tell her because he knew it would hurt her feelings. He confronted Austin but it took all his courage cause he was older and had lots of jock friends. He went up to him and said “ Austin you need to break up with kylie I know you have another girlfriend in hick town.”, Austin replied “ you want to take that up with me and my friends”. “ If that is what it takes, I don’t want to see Kylie get hurt because of your cheating”. Austin said, “ Oh la la looks like little keithy has a crush on Kylie”. Steaming red Keith yells “ no I don’t she is just my good friend”. Austin said “ well I am not breaking up with her I think she is hot and I like hot girls”. Keith said “ well don’t expect to have Kylie as a girlfriend much longer I am telling her you are cheating on her”. Austin says “ you really think she is going to believe you?”. Keith said in a calm voice “ yes she will cause you have only been her boyfriend for 2 weeks she has been my best friend for 8 years, so I am guessing she is going to believe me”. Austin says turning to walk away “ we will wait and see”.

After school that day Keith and Kylie went to the Sizzler for some sodas. He told her that Austin had been cheating on her. She asked calmly “ who told you this?” Keith told her “ He is dating Trish in hick town”. “ OMG! I am so breaking up with him!” Kylie said steaming mad. They finished there sodas and Kylie pulled out her razor cell phone and hit speed dial #2 (because Keith was #1) and when Austin answered she screamed into the phone it is over! And they never spoke again. Keith on the other hand was quite happy his plan was successful, he knew now that Kylie could be his. That dream faded fast because apparently there was a waiting list on her so the next guy to ask her out was Johnny Hinkle, Kylie told me she had a crush on him in 5^th grade so I figured she still did. They were perfect together and did everything together. Every time we sat in the hot tub and stuff they would always hold hands under the water and play footsie (I would know they played with me by accident a few times). I hated the way they looked at each other I just wish Kylie would do that with me so badly. Everyday I had to listen to her talk about the way he pushed his hair back and when in was just right it was so hot, I mean I didn’t want to hear her talk about his hotness, I mean Its not like I am gay I mean I have a huge crush on kylie for Pete’s sake. Anyway this went on for the whole year and I just couldn’t take anymore of this. I had to do something. So around there 6 month anniversary I went up to Kylie and just kissed her, my head was spinning and I couldn’t believe I just did that in front of Johnny too! I was embarrassed, I turned around towards the door and Kylie pulled me back and started making out with me. I couldn’t believe it! Did she really feel that way about me?? Johnny couldn’t be more angry and stomped out of the Sizzler and walked home. So that’s about it me and Kylie are kind of dating and that look she gave Johnny I get it now! I couldn’t believe after all those years she liked me too this had to be the best year of my life.

Kylies Story

Ok so I am Kylie and I mean I am kind of pretty so lots of guys like me. My best friend is Keith he is so cool. He doesn’t know it but I have a crush on him. So, like we met in 2^nd grade and we are still best friends starting high school together. I kind of have a boyfriend named Austin he is nice and all but he isn’t the right one. I didn’t really know much about it but someone told me Keith was talking to him this one day and somehow found out that Austin was dating some girl from Hick town. From then on I knew he had to be a total player. But I didn’t know any of this until Keith told me Austin had been cheating on me I mean I was suspicious but didn’t think it was true so I called him up on my pink razor cell phone and told him it was over. So I was single again I mean I never really am single often, I had my first boyfriend in 5^th grade and after that guy had the courage to ask me all sorts of other guys started asking me too so there was only like 1 day of singleness when I had the chance. So again only one day of being single.

The next day Johnny Hinkle, A.K.A the hottest guy in our class asked me out I was like YES! So it was official I mean I still couldn’t stop thinking about Keith I mean when Johnny and me kissed I pictured Keith’s lips. I just guess I was meant to be with Keith. Well Johnny and me went out for about six months I mean we were intimate with each other but not passed making out. I was so sick of him I mean he tried to pressure me to have sex all the time and tries undressing me I hated it. I was going to break up with him soon but of course I didn’t make it obvious to Keith or he would totally suspect that I liked him so we were at the sizzler one day, Johnny and me and Keith walked in. I was planning on breaking up with Johnny today when Keith walked up to our table I stood up and he kissed me. I was in shock but in a good way! I was so excited I couldn’t believe he just kissed me he started to walk away but I pulled him back and we started making out. I think Johnny knew it was over by the way he looked at me with to very evil eyes. But I didn’t care I enjoyed the moment. Me and Keith are officially a couple and are going to prom together next week I cant wait I have the most beautiful dress of all time. We are so cute together I think we will have the longest relationship in our class. I just knew he was the one for me and now we don’t go anywhere without each other.

The end

this is mikayla i can not believe u did this Ally!! lol whatever but no one better give this mean comments i did this last summer and i am way smarter now lol